Okay, so I know I've said this a lot. But I think this is legit this time... yesterday some shit happened at school, and I got in a hella lot of trouble. (Surprised I haven't been suspended) The school had to call home and my parents WERE NOT happy. History is repeating itself- you know what? I'm perm muted because of the exact same damn reason I got upset and literally just flipped out. Of course not in real life, I had to do it on discord YES discord is the bane of my existence... but then, I quote on quote (according to the teacher) got up and left and they weren't able to find me until the teacher came looking for me. I haven't ran off like this since last year, so I know something rlly bad set me off. And I NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER miss art class. I FRIGGING LOVE ART AND I FCKING MISSED IT. As the day drew to a close, I did blow up, and started screaming I'MMA KILL THAT FCKING BITCH! And saying I FCKING HATE HER! Idk who I was aiming that at, most likely myself bcuz I do fcking hate myself.... but either way, kids were staring at me, and I'm sure if I was them, I would be likewtf. As punishment for my bad behaviour, my parents forced me to remove Minecraft and discord. I don't have phone access, and they will be monitoring my activity when I do get stuff back. I managed to sneak on the forums to write this... but I just wanted ya'll to know I'm NOT DEAD (yet) and... I'm sorry.