I feel I owe you all a personal apology for my insensitive comments. I admit I was extremely toxic and childish back then and my mistakes coast me my friendships and relationships I had with fellow members and fellow staff members. I know that no matter what I say, it will be very hard for yall to believe me after all I’ve done. Even coming here trying to apologize is selfish. I want to start new with everyone. I'm asking for one more chance to be a new guy, even though my mistakes are permanent. Love you guys :)