it's so weird to think that when i started playing mana i was a kid and didnt have any issues mentally or physically and fast forward to now i'm so different , its kinda upsetting like why couldnt i have just stayed as that kid forever? on a plus side im on some new meds which will hopefully help the mental health side of me but there really isnt a cure for BPD or CPTSD so medication can only do so much :(
i think it has to do with all those things overall if you want to sum it up thematically with a sense of entitlement that we as humans have for that which it does not belong to us.
And we view nature as something that belongs to us - IT DOESNT BELONG TO US !
