lowkey wish i had never found this server, it would have saved me so much money and time and just heartache. i sound so silly talking like this but like seriously its so hard knowing that i have no chance in coming back unless i buy an unban yet i care so deeply about this server which could care less about me
Holy moly another day of up until 3 am. my brain is fried and ive still got so much more to do. why couldnt i be like a model or a pro athlete or like someone with any kind of talent so i didnt have to do this :( damn you mom and dad its all your fault, those crappy genes
way more than i care about me
and even more than i care about the character 'ssm' ive created