I have been thinking about how I have been acting recently. My temper, my inactivity, my attitude, etc,. I wanted to make a thread apologizing for all of it.
I have been going through the most stressful and most difficult time I have ever encountered in my life. The staff team knows along with some Survival players but not much else. My mother passed away about 2ish weeks ago, April 16th, and it has been very hard & stressful on my whole entire family. I, also, turned 16 years old on the 18th, so I have been trying to change my life around by applying to places and getting out of the house a bit more.
Since I have been busy and stressed lately, whenever I decide to log on, I tend to lose my temper much more frequently. I try to bite my tongue when a disrespectful players decides to give me an attitude, pushing my limits, ending up with me snapping and getting really angry and rude. I apologize if I have snapped at you recently, I just have been going through hell and back with my life.
I want to stay as active as I can. Yes I will go the occasional day or so without logging on at all, like today, but that is because I have been moving in and settling myself in at my grandma's house. She usually tries to get me out of the house to keep my mind off of things because when I am alone; I think too much.
I have not grown tired of this server nor am I thinking about resigned, I just wanted to apologize truly for my horrible actions to some individuals. I do not want players to think of me as a rude, uncaring mod. I love this server truly and I want the best for its players. I will start doing better of watching my attuitude and temper for you, the players of this amazing and caring server we call Manacube.
I hope you all will find it in your hearts to forgive me for being rude, uncaring, emotionless, and cold.
I have been going through the most stressful and most difficult time I have ever encountered in my life. The staff team knows along with some Survival players but not much else. My mother passed away about 2ish weeks ago, April 16th, and it has been very hard & stressful on my whole entire family. I, also, turned 16 years old on the 18th, so I have been trying to change my life around by applying to places and getting out of the house a bit more.
Since I have been busy and stressed lately, whenever I decide to log on, I tend to lose my temper much more frequently. I try to bite my tongue when a disrespectful players decides to give me an attitude, pushing my limits, ending up with me snapping and getting really angry and rude. I apologize if I have snapped at you recently, I just have been going through hell and back with my life.
I want to stay as active as I can. Yes I will go the occasional day or so without logging on at all, like today, but that is because I have been moving in and settling myself in at my grandma's house. She usually tries to get me out of the house to keep my mind off of things because when I am alone; I think too much.
I have not grown tired of this server nor am I thinking about resigned, I just wanted to apologize truly for my horrible actions to some individuals. I do not want players to think of me as a rude, uncaring mod. I love this server truly and I want the best for its players. I will start doing better of watching my attuitude and temper for you, the players of this amazing and caring server we call Manacube.
I hope you all will find it in your hearts to forgive me for being rude, uncaring, emotionless, and cold.
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