i tried so hard to be the ideal son, however he just shrugs me off and when I cry to him about how much I want a father figure in my life he just tells me to stop acting righteous. He then ignores me for days on end as he shuts himself up in his room. All he does is work and hate me. I feel like he's not even my dad anymore. I'm genuinely concerned he doesnt even see me as the son he saw me as so many years ago. Where did I go wrong? All I want is a father in my life. But the only time he's hugged me, since the age of twelve, was when I was hospitalized. I just want my dad back.