Hey ;)
Thank you so much for being an awesome friend. If you ever feel like you need to vent, please do message me on Instagram or on the forums here, if you still don’t have discord - I’d love to be able to catch up with you often.
Sometimes managing emotions can be hard. I totally understand. Just try to monitor yourself, or catch yourself before you say something you mayybeee shouldn’t.
Maybe having a coping method or a way to calm down will help. Some methods definitely work better than others - Meditation, slow breathing, listening to music, talking to friends etc. But in the end, you’ll be much better off! again, thank you so much for being a fantastic friend. Don’t ever feel down. Love you. <3
Thank you Anxii, I won't forget you... and I think that with time, this whole mess will be fixed. I know that with the somewhat recent happening of me being perm muted- people were... disappointed to say the least. I feel like maybe I took it harder than most, but I don't know if anyone realizes what it means for me... or for my reputation. But who cares, I just want ya'll to be happy.
I have been told to seek help in real life and to avoid sharing with the internet because... I'm sure everyone here can agree- I'm extremely argumentative when you start rubbing me the wrong way. And there are a lot of ways to do that...
So, that's why I want to try and avoid using the internet so much... tho I miss u guys a lot. But, I think it's best for my own health and the safety of Manacube.
I love you all, and like I said... maybe one day I'll return, but I can't go and rush it at this point... I'm in no position to make those calls. More than anything, I need to realize that bad things are gonna happen, and there's nothing u can do about it. What I can do, is control how I react to situations... and know that everyday is a new day and new opportunities waiting for me.
I don't know why I've never been able to control myself in the past- but I'm hoping that during this "break" I'll be able to find the answers I'm looking for.
Either way... I wish you all the best
~Stormy