if you were to go back in time to the day you joined manacube, what would you do differently up until now
Wow that is a great question, and honestly I could go on and on to answer this question! There is a lot I would change. First of all, I would like to go back and be less loose online and just be a better member of the community. Towards the beginning of my time on manacube I was pretty quiet but as I got comfortable, I also got more ambitious and, I suppose, rowdy (typing in all caps and just messing around with people maybe too much). I have met SO many amazing people through playing on this server and interacting through the community, and I truly do miss those friendships because although I'll hit people up here and there on discord, I do feel disconnected from the relationships that I had formed in the first half year I played. I would also take back many of my punishments, although I don't regret every single one of the punishments, I do regret most of them as I didn't fully consider how my actions would effect others. I think sometimes its hard for me to consider that these are real people that I am playing with that have feelings etc. This might seem stupid but as it is online, it can be kind of disconnecting if that makes sense? Overall, I just wish I could have been a better member of the community from the get-go. I fell in love with this community and didn't realize what I was losing until I had already lost it. I have a bunch of regret that I have learned to live with because I can't do anything anymore, all I can do is wait to come back. It's a stinky situation because I want to be apart of this community, moreover, I don't want the community to dislike me. Almost everyone here is just so nice! Thanks for the great and wholesome question <3
Side note: I am assuming you know about the fact I am perm banned and that is why you asked this question lol, if not then this might be kind of out of context lmao