Hello,
Quable, staff do not hate you, however given your temperment, and your past we watch you much more carefully than other players.
As Jnitz said, you need to think about your message before you send it. Think about how it can affect you, and other players. Some messages can hurt players and we have to be mindful of that.
Today for example, you said "Shut up ******" that was clearly offensive and rude to the player you directed towards. Hence why you got a three hour mute for homophobia.
If you ever need more help, feel free to pm on discord (JuanitoG#9093)