If you have lost your home ask staff in game to locate it for you Crashy you just need to tell them what block you last placed there. When/if you find it don't forget to /sethome there. If you don't want your party anymore which is what I think your asking? You should ./p disband it and there's a decent chance someone will use you it. Also after 60 days your party will be disbanded if you are permanently banned Crashy.